...I'm so impressed that you hear my inventions, and that it matters more than what you saw with your eyes...
This burnout has been threatening to char me for a while now. The end of a relationship introduced me to the bottom of many bottles and then to a nightclub floor. The floor came out on top and left me with more than a hangover. I haven't applied myself to my work like I'd like to have.
This hit me hard when our end-of-year exhibition opened this week and I only had two pieces on display - one of which was a group project. I'm disappointed even though I have had a terrible year. I let things interfere when I knew that they shouldn't and now regret that they did and even more so that I let them.
All I can do to weather the thunderstorm in my stomach is to steel myself in preparation for next year. A close friend and classmate of mine and I have made a pact to support and push each other in the new year. I am sitting on too much of my ambition and it's making my ass numb.
More as an echo of Soffy's last comment than as an outright reply: on my way home tonight I was thinking what it would be like to personally know the people that visit Divination - if we lived in the same city and met up. I'm in two minds as to whether I'd really get along with anyone or whether we'd have an interesting conversation and then have trouble trying to strike up another one at another time - which seems to fuel my self-fulfilling prophecy of being misuderstood (AKA: the human condition).
Current Soundtrack: Kissing the Lipless by The Shins
This hit me hard when our end-of-year exhibition opened this week and I only had two pieces on display - one of which was a group project. I'm disappointed even though I have had a terrible year. I let things interfere when I knew that they shouldn't and now regret that they did and even more so that I let them.
All I can do to weather the thunderstorm in my stomach is to steel myself in preparation for next year. A close friend and classmate of mine and I have made a pact to support and push each other in the new year. I am sitting on too much of my ambition and it's making my ass numb.
More as an echo of Soffy's last comment than as an outright reply: on my way home tonight I was thinking what it would be like to personally know the people that visit Divination - if we lived in the same city and met up. I'm in two minds as to whether I'd really get along with anyone or whether we'd have an interesting conversation and then have trouble trying to strike up another one at another time - which seems to fuel my self-fulfilling prophecy of being misuderstood (AKA: the human condition).
Current Soundtrack: Kissing the Lipless by The Shins
Labels: bloggers, music, relationships, studies
At 01:46 Debaser mumbled incoherently.
2 Comments:
It seems the two Durbanites (Soffy and Mike) are going to have us go over there, get ridiculously drunk (in case the conversation doesnt start up by itself) and go to Burn, a famous nightclub.
Well then...
Seems everyone has the same idea!
Well at least we'd have that...
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