2005/05/01

Drained

Instant gratification or not, I can't stand this. I've made it clear that I would be happy with even 25% of what I'm willing to give back. My thoughts are running on overtime and I can't interpret what I'm getting bacek. I am so sure of this but you're leaving me without any idea of anything. At the risk of turning this page into a compilation album:

I find that I am shaking
From my head down to my feet
My hands are sweating so bad
And I can barely speak
I [spoke] between the lines
[You didn't] know what to think
[Now our roles have reversed]
It's a guessing game

Was it the face
Was it the pills
Was it the way that she just knew me
Was it the meaning behind every smile
I tried to walk
Look at me
Her eyes, they pierce right through me
But I don't care
As Long as I am here


I can't move 'cause I'm under her spell
Icannot breathe as a side-effect from this
I know that this will be the end of me
I can't move 'cause I'm under her spell
I cannot breathe as a side-effect from this
I don't care as long as I am here

My head's a mess
What a blur
But at the same time I am clearer
And I'm feeling so [stranded]
But I'm sure
Reaching out, reaching in
Wish I knew what you were [thinking]
I never [should] have let this go

I can't move 'cause I'm under her spell
I cannot breathe as a side-effect from this
I know that this will be the end of me
I can't move 'cause I'm under her spell
I cannot breathe as a side-effect from this
I don't care as long as I am [there]

- "As long as I am here" by Prime Circle, mostly.

2 Comments:

Blogger Jess said...

I'm full of regret
For all things that I've done and said
And I don't know if it'll ever be ok to show
My face 'round here
Sometimes I wonder if I disappear

Would you ever turn your head and look
See if I'm gone
Cause I fear

There is nothing left to say to you
That you wanna hear
That you wanna know
I think I should go
The things I've done are way too shameful

Your just innocent
A helpless victim of a spider's web
And I'm an insect
Goin after anything that I can get

So you better turn your head and run
And don't look back
Cause I fear

There is nothing left to say
To you
That you wanna hear
That you wanna know
I think I should go
The things I've done are way too shameful

And I've done you so wrong
Treated you bad
Strung you along
Oh shame on myself
I don't know how I got so tangled up

"Tangled" - Maroon 5

22:07  
Blogger Debaser said...

Andy

I'm not exactly sure how to take your comment. I give you the benifit of the doubt and I don't think it was meant to be nasty. It's just very ambiguous.

Yes, I have read it.

14:53  

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